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(for a project in which I was supposed to describe my existential self or who I am in an existential manner or some convoluted thing like that. i sort of preferred not to answer the question)

 

You’d ask me who I am, and how I’d know.

You’d ask me what material weaves my soul?

There are few depths and lengths to which I’d go;

My mind is not tame yard or shallow shoal.

My lock is not a keyed and open door

For any man to rest his curious eyes.

My stock is not new made in earthly forge;

I am no weapon when the battle flies.

My barrel is not straight and gleaming bright.

I hold myself against no poor man’s head.

Shuttle and loom are my weapons, my pride.

You pierce my peace with loaded balls of lead.

In time, and without deadly mortal tools,

I may discover this, the quest of fools.

She was a virtuoso in her brazen composure

Suspicious, the tilt of her head as she bent over the missal
So visible, so vividly volatile

Like a breath of steam straining to be foam

Like sea-foam spray craving to rush

To rush and cry over the very rocks, mired in their steadfast prayers

Wary of watching eyes, she became a sculpture

The lines of her back fluid and clear

Her profile focused, her outline intense

Skimming inquiry through a blurring lens

The wind will soon blow her away.

His hand moves, stealthy and light,

The smoothing tread of his fingers pressing,

Caressing.

Disembodied and far, his eyes wander,

Widening, scanning the scene.

And still his hand moves, inching, creeping,

The black apparatus warming beneath it.

Her face leaps into focus,

Clarity restored to the world.

Funneled behind the little lens,

A trick of perfection.
“Don’t move.” The careful hand withdraws;

He holds his breath, shifts his grip, waits, his heart beats, “this is perfect” he thinks, “this is it” but it is all a shadow of time and really what happens is he blinks and taps the button and the strobe huffs… 

She blinks and smiles, shifts her weight…

Sliding out of focus…

The hand comes back up…

“Perfect…”

Sketch: Words

 

Wander ‘cross the page

Pretty little mage

Shining little wizard word

Curt in frame and age.

Sing a tinkling song

Frolicking along

Put a smile on my face

Though your spelling’s wrong.

 

3/7

 

Sketch: Fence

 

Border me, golden field

Swallow me, whipping wheat

Beat me bare, batting breezes

Crack me dry, summer heat

Paint in chips under sunny

Summer skies, arching blue

Over skipping children’s laughter

They play the fence, too.

 

3/7-3/25

 

My Room 3/17

 

Who am I? My soul’s in piles.

A jumbled mess, a sloppy kiss,

Like rumpled blouses on the floor,

Pick ‘em up and find some more-

More socks, more books and wandering pens,

Who knows? What’s lying in wait

Is best left, my mind’s too far

Up high, down low, no care for tangles.

The dust crowding like scattered spangles

Makes no mark on smiles nor pouts.

The floor hidden ‘neath distant shouts

Is only ground. I see a soul.

A tracing hand

Betrays the dust

On cracking sand.

 

A baking band

Of steaming rust,

A tracing hand

 

That fights the scan

Of vying lust

On cracking sand.

 

Leaves you a strand

Of thinnest trust,

A tracing hand.

 

You’re breathing land,

So sit and cuss

On cracking sand.

 

No time for fuss,

You flail away.

A tracing hand

On cracking sand.

 

3/6-3/25/09

I call it the word, he proudly said,

A beam attending the silvered eye.

“Why it’s but stick-scratched ground, dusty and dead!”

Their judgment passed harsh and high.

 

I call it the word! he called out far.

The sound danced bright between the cliffs.

“Why, it’s river clay, a dust-rock-shard!”

Their judgment passed clean and stiff.

 

I call it the WORD, he protested,

He pressed the proof into their hands.

“Black blood and reeds!”, they laughed and tested

Their judgment on miraged sand.

 

I call it… the word, he weakly whispered.

The word, my word, my gift, my own.

But they crept behind, all softly slippered,

And with judging hands slit his throat.

(This is the poem that inspired my blog title.)

 

There is, perhaps, a periled point,

Where, lost and dazed, you cannot turn;

But tilt your eyes, and tear a glance

Behind, toward the grainy shore.

 

Only the path, the sea before

The fragile prow, the rotting craft;

Prowling below, hushed by the sky,

Salt kisses on your paling hands.

 

Thirsty mirage conjures the sands.

They rise beneath the foaming waves,

Echo your thirst and mock your eyes-

The luscious islands undulate.

 

But still you falter, taste the bait,

Clear water sleeping on your tounge.

Trapped by static infinity,

Time fails; the end is swift and long.

 

12/23/08